my list of fears (a copycat list stolen from paige)

paige did it and since i am in full-on worrywart mode, i’m gonna do it too.

1. i’m afraid i’m a bad person
2. i’m afraid i’ll lose my job
3. i’m afraid of confronting my coworker tomorow
4. i’m afraid i’m not going to sleep tonight
5. i’m afriad i’ll never stop fucking up
6. i’m afraid i’m too nice
7. i’m afraid i’ll forever be too chicken to meet my biological father
8. i’m afraid nobody will ever realize i’m pretty on the inside
9. i’m afriad i worry too much
10. i’m afraid that if i don’t worry enough something bad will happen, it’s like i’m doing some sort of penance and when things turn out ok, i figure it’s because i worried enough
11. i’m afraid that i’ll never learn to keep my mouth shut
12. i’m afraid i’ll learn to keep my mouth shut
13. i’m afraid of worms
14. i’m afriad i won’t be able to come up with 21 things because i have to be just like paige
15. i’m afriad that maybe i’m just a poser
16. i’m a frayed not
17. i’m afraid i’ll never get to give birth to a child
18. i’m afriad i’ve grown to used to being by myself
19. i’m afriad that i’m out of sight, out of mind
20. i’m afraid people find me boring
21. i’m afriad my ego is too huge for my oversized body

ok, that really depressed the hell out of me. worry, fear, sadness. . . not a good combination.

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5 Comments

  1. hoopty 27.Mar.02 at 1:46 pm

    no way. I’m not doing this.

    I hate seeing these kind of insecurity memes floating around. It’s not cool and it does no good at all.
    Geez….what is the deal? no way. I’m not doing this.

    I hate seeing these kind of insecurity memes floating around. It’s not cool and it does no good at all.
    Geez….what is the deal?

  2. jodi 27.Mar.02 at 9:54 pm

    perhaps it does no good for you, but to me admitting it, writing it down and seeing it, makes a lot of sense and really i can look back at it and think, nah. . . i’m not afraid of that anymore.

  3. paige 27.Mar.02 at 10:11 pm

    Ditto that, Jodi. I don’t see how admitting fears is a bad thing. I think that holding them inside is what keeps me sick. And I, for one, don’t do stuff like that to encourage other people to perpetuate a “meme”.

    *grumble*

    I just hope yours did as much for you as mine did for me, Jodi. *hug*

  4. hoopty 27.Mar.02 at 10:51 pm

    sorry. my mistake. I’ve made a lot of them lately, and it seems like I’m not done. Please forgive me, girls.

  5. monnie 25.Jan.03 at 10:06 pm

    I see absolutely nothing wrong with that list. I think its pretty normal to be afraid of everything. I think its better to be afraid than to hate everything. But if you’ve over come being afraid which i hope you have. Then I guess your one of the lucky ones.