Sep 30 2002

don’t be cruel

in an act of egregious cruelty and mind-boggling meanness someone hacked the outlaw’s site. deleting his files and sending out tons of spam.

this breaks my heart.

not only was that totally and utterly uncalled for, it was mean, heartless, illegal and a bunch of other bad things i can’t name. plus, i can take care of myself. yes, my feelings are hurt. but i can deal with that, i’m an adult.

it’s frustrating because now this heartless hacker has taken the outlaw and iwilldare.com away from me. first i couldn’t talk about work, then i couldn’t talk about anything before talking about it with the outlaw and now i can’t even mention being hurt or upset without worrying about the ramifications.

i am more alone today than i was yesterday. thanks a lot.

Tags: Loneliness

Posted on Mon, 30 September 2002 at 6:43 pm

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This post has 3 comments. Add your own.

Wes

Did I miss something?

I think I missed something important.

matter of fact, I’m confused.

Hm.
30 Sep 02 at 7:27 pm #
darksyde

Me too, and I couldn’t find any “outlaw” in the links section.
30 Sep 02 at 10:46 pm #
UH

Start here.
30 Sep 02 at 10:56 pm #

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