i’m having one of those days, the kind that started last night with the utter feeling of dread i had about coming to work today. i’m just not happy with any of it at all. i feel like i’m being held back, like i can’t do all that i could creatively because everyone here is [...]

sometimes it’s hard to snap out of it. when you spend the whole day not talking, even to yourself, it’s hard to come back to reality. it’s hard to start thinking normally again, when all you’ve done for the past 12+ hours is listen to the voices of people you created. voices nobody else can [...]

ok, i finished the 392nd re-write of “They All Fall.” who wants to read it for me?

i got sucked back in anita’s world again. i thought i could put her away, but she keeps calling. i keep seeing her flying down the alleys and actually hitting schmitty when he throws the ball that hits her. i still think i need to pick up the pace a little. the story is starting [...]

Songwriter Known for ‘Fly Me to the Moon’ Dies. i just love this song. it reminds me of sitting at canterbury park between horse races with max on my lap, he was bored and we sang that song over and over again. he likes things about the moon. then i told him about the penguins [...]

in case there was ever any doubt in your mind heather is a fucking supergoddess, she’s like all-time queen of the fucking supergoddesses. no kidding. she fixed my firey rodent problem and for that i will love her more than ever.

i was supposed to write a story, and land the plane safely. i was supposed to make lasagna. i was supposed to do all sorts of things including take a nap.
what i did do:
fool around with iwilldare.com, until blood spurted from my forehead and i gave up in a rage, only to have super hess [...]

i tried. really, i did. i spent what seemed like hours and hours changing numbers on my stylesheet to get iwilldare.com to load pretty in firefox or foxfire or some firey rodent of some sort, only to no avail. again i give up and put a plague on all netscape-type houses.

now it’s time for me to proclaim myself a supergenius, i’ve set up some sexxy, swanky side action over there– and i did it all by myself. well, mostly by myself, i had to read about 982 tutorials to get the sexxy side action going on, but baby it’s going on. of course the site [...]

i’d like to dedicate this, the very first post of my brand new swanky sideblog thing, to Tam of Left of West, it was her comment in the deluding myself post that inspired me to suck it up and stop being a bed-wetter and just do the php thing. thank her for all this inanity.

i’m in the midst of debating the merits of making a pot coffee vs. the merits of curling up in bed with breakfast at tiffany’s and an impending nap.
there are many, many words i need to write in the next two days. there are even more words i want to write. i haven’t been doing [...]

i had the laughably misguided notion this morning that i would read up on php and then convert iwilldare.com. yeah. so not gonna happen in this life time. the thought of converting the 4,209 entries in the archives from html to php was enough to make me want to cry. so i think i’ll just [...]

the 932nd annual singles and doubles bowling tournament started today. i don’t think i’ve mentioned how much i absolutely hate working the tournament. it’s the time of year where mullets and Mondovi Hair™ from all over the twin cities come to bowl at our alley. i don’t take kindly to strangers in these parts, because [...]

i saw this over at quidnunc and couldn’t resist. i love peanuts.
You are Schroeder!
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who are you?

since i’ve discovered dave eggers is married and since most of the men who actually know me refuse to want me, i’d like to introduce my newest fantasy crush: jason jessee.
why do i love him? because he’s a skater and i have that weird fetish and because last night in the “Stoked” movie he said, [...]