Dec 17 2004
festivus avoidance
instead of partaking in Hell, Inc.’s corporate festivus hooha festival at the Mall of America, i’m going to take a nap. i feel completely unequipped to deal with life in any way lately. i don’t want to be here in my apartment, but the mintue i’m somewhere else i just want to be at home. i’m not fitting well in my own skin and my own shadow is kinda bugging me because it won’t leave me alone. it’s as though everyone needs and/or wants something from me and i can’t give them anything because i can’t even think. not at all. i ceased making sense about a week ago and nobody has seemed to notice.
I noticed, but I didn’t want to say anything.
17 Dec 04 at 3:03 pm #Keep your chin up and all that jazz, and Happy Festivus!