Apr 29 2005
just make the pain go away
ok, i’m not really in any pain at all. i’m just damn crabby and blue, which is sort of painful in some way.
also, just so you know, my co-workers were telling me how the story of the non-extinct ivory-billed woodpecker is like a big deal on the TV. HA! i shouted. because i’m all about being the first to break big news (thanks to the New York Times).
also, i had a most haunting dream last night. i don’t remember much of it. but what i do remember is some man holding me close to him and breathing into my the back of my neck. it’s not much but for some reason my mind keeps flashing back to that 3 seconds of a dream that cannot even being to be explained.
god, i am lonely.
Unfortunately I have dreams where I am the holder and not the holdee. I agree it’s lonliness but sometimes I think, “If I were really that lonely, wouldn’t I do something about it?”
Sending good vibes your way,
29 Apr 05 at 11:11 am #JJ
Dude,
30 Apr 05 at 12:28 am #I’ve been in a lonely mood for this whole week….my best friend told me to not be such a downer. So, I’ll keep good lonely company with you instead if that’s okay.