i’ve had a bad day. i was in meetings from 9:30 a.m. this morning straight through to 5:30 p.m. whenever i have meetings backtobacktoback like that it freaks me out and makes me feel totally overwhelmed like there is so much i can’t possibly do that all. usually everything returns to normal the next day [...]

today, darlingjason (who is coming up this week) asked me what it was that i find to write about in my all-day-long e-mail marathons with the artguy.
i had to think about it for a minute, what do we e-mail about? here’s a short list:
the girl he likes
the girl he went on a blind date with
his [...]

as you know darlingjason is in town, and, as you know, tonight i have my beloved class. this presents a dilemma for your average everyday sane psycho supergenius.
do i:
a.) skip class and spend the evening with darlingjason
b.) go to class and see if maybe darlingjason will go out afterwards even though class doesn’t get over [...]

not even the highly-amusing The Subject Steve can keep me occupied long enough for my brain to run down and for sleep to visit. clearly, the tragic exhaustion that has plagued me for the past week or so has dissipated. now it’s midnight and i’m wide awake. ’tis a shame.
i’m arguing with myself, i think [...]

i’m a landmine today. i think the exhaustion of the past week and the unexpected pleasure of a period five days early is just more than i can handle. i’m being a giant, selfish brat and i’ve decided if people love me they’ll be ok with this, i promise it’s not anything a good solid [...]

what’s the word you would use to describe someone who, when you tell them you are so angry you are gonna cry and that they better say something cute and fast to make you smile, calls your voicemail and starts quoting “ferris bueller,” and not just a line or two, a goodly portion, and by [...]

today is michael jackson’s birthday, my friend michelle’s birthday and darlingjason’s birthday. i forgot to wish him a happy birthday before i left. i feel like such an ass.

so this early evening i got the wonderful chance to chat with one of my darling ones. a charming young fellow from chicago named jason. i learned about a rad new song called “marathon shirt” by self.
the chat really was quite lovely and it got me to thinking. why can’t meeting new people be [...]